——————————–never regret,what u have made—————————-
sometimes, i just wanna be the heartless man, who can always close both eyes, two ears, one mouth, to the depth of heart breaking-girls gossiping-physical pains
sometimes, it’s always fun to do what u wanna do, get what u wanna get, split what u wanna split, drop what u consider to be the garbage
but u can’t
u can’t
u can’t
u can’t
=i am blamed for my sin=
i am not coming home in the next several months..
do you want to know what it means?
it means sacrifice..
i am not giving you the real hug and kiss as most people could do to their dearest friends , because i am showing those affections inside our hearts that connected to each other’s feeling
do you want to know what it is all about?
it tells you about being care and loveable in the most respectful, secretful, and sweetest way..
i am not seeing you in person every second..every minute every day..every month.every year..
do you feel curious why i could handle that?
i just don’t need that for now..because you are already kept in mind..every second, every minute, every day, every year…
and the most important in my every breath..
i am not crying due to missing someone so deeply..but i am keeping smiles and trying to remember every happy momment that has been trough together instead..
do you want to question why?
i have the definite answer : that is the way i thank God for the bless that has been shared to this amazing life…and a great man i adore..
i am occupied to the awkward ways in other’s point of view..(perhaps..)
but that are the ways i survive…!!
you don’t need to raise more questions whether i am coming home or not..
because this is now my home..
these are my pleasure times to be enjoyed…
this is now my amazing lovelife and friendship that can never be seperated even though there is real HUGE distances that keeps you all and i apart!
